What's Wrong With My Heart?

Dear Bloggy,

I don't know how my heart feels.. I really can't explain my feeling now. Sorry. And I don't know what's the matter that make me feel this feelings (kayaknya dikalimat ini, grammarnya ada yang salah, deh. Ah, bodo.) Did you know? Now, I'm feeling between sad, little angry, love, and afraid, too... What should I do to stop this feeling? I can't do anything to prevent it. Oh, God, help me, please.. Give me instructions to solve it, please... I need advise on someone, too. But, I don't know who. Maybe him? (the boy that I love).. Hmm, no, I'm not sure. Hmm, maybe my best friend? Oh, but I don't trust her very much. Who wants to be my listener? I'm waiting for you.. Hey, I know! There's one thing I forgot. That's Bloggy...(tau Bloggy, kan? Ya blog ini, gue kasih nama Bloggy.) Just to it I want tell my stories, my feelings, my activities.. I just trust Bloggy,, my sweet dear. :D